I find myself thinking of Beelin Sayadaw on nights when the effort to stay disciplined feels solitary, dull, and entirely disconnected from the romanticized versions of spirituality found online. I don’t know why Beelin Sayadaw comes to mind tonight. Maybe because everything feels stripped down. Inspiration and sweetness are absent; https://angelobduhj.blogozz.com/38076392/the-quiet-pillar-beelin-sayadaw-and-the-weight-of-steady-practice